From Capacious Pig, 1 Year ago, written in Plain Text.
  1. I have a problem -_- April 30, 2013 at 5:02 pm
  2. alright, today is the day i finally admit i have a problem and honestly i dont like admitting it because i like to think of myself as a strong self motivated person.. but the truth is these past couple of months have gone to shit for me. Im doing really horrible in school about to fail my first class for the first time. I feel extremely tired all the time yet i sleep 8 to 12 hours a day some times. I feel unmotivated to do alot of things, have no motivation or determination what so ever… and im just tired of being a robot with my addiction. i masturbate everyday and at the most up to 3 times a day, in really rare days 5. I honestly feel ashamed for the fact that i masterbate when i feel anxious or stressed.. its not the fact of feeling good its just that in a weird way it helps me to escape.. to escape reality and imagine myself banging some hot chick at the gym or whatever.. i really hope i have the strength to quit because its kicking my ass and im more than 99% sure this is whats make my life go down hill real quick… if anybody has some advice or inspiration or anything please feel free to comment because i need all the help i can get. Thanks guys hope to read some of the stories on here at my weakest moments and im just glad to have found a spot that finally understands me.